StALKeR?!?!?!

09177591994, this is his number. His name is Joseph daw and he wants us to be friends. Yuckers. Dat's like sooo high school! text mate ba daw? geez! At hiphop sha! But in fairness, he hangs out naman in nice places like Gbelt, Eastwood and Wasabi. Places where pakalat-kalat kami ni Gary on weekends. Oh well... Kadiri pa din. Surprising lang coz he knows my name. I never give my number out. Hmmmm... Fishy. Sabi ni EJ, he could be a friend of micky checking up on me. Yikes, wag naman sana. Tapos na dat episode in my life. Wala ng check2x noh! Pero sana nga. Wish ko lang nagdudusa na sha now! hahahaha!

BoDy CoMbAt!

This morning, after work, I went to Fitness First (duh! para naman mapakinabangan ko binabayad ko don noh!). Katamad ever buti n lang ksma ko si Trixie. We joined the body combat class. I thought it was going to be easy coz I have Taekwondo background pero hello!!! ginawa nilang choreographed so parang tae bo. And me, having the coordination-challenged body that i have couldn't really follow. Pero understandable naman noh, beginner lang ako. But it was really fun compared naman to the usual buhat2x sa gym and doing rotex. So ym definitely going to attend the classes na. Sana nde ako tamadin. Ok din to para mabawasan ang fatness. :) Tom body pump naman! :)

FoR ThOsE WiLLiNg To TaKe D RisK...

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again (tryyy)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
'Cause if you want I'll try to love again (try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know, the first cut is the deepest

nAiSiP kO LaNg...

How can a person go against the wants of his/her own heart? How can you be happy if you keep on resisting/fighting your own feelings? I've always known that ym the heart-over-head type of person. I'm wondering... would i be a much better person if ym the other way around? would i make wiser decisions? Would I be happier? Ym asking these questions cause ym trying to use my head for a change.

I used to follow my heart all the time. Regardless of the consequences, I will do wat my heart says. For the reason that I know i won't be happy otherwise.

I have taken love and people for granted. I thought that i can always get away with things as long as i stay true to myself. In the process, i lost myself as well. Because yes, I was true to myself, but i lost my sense of pride, self-respect... I sacrificed my principles and went against my own ideals. But that was the only time I can say that I was really happy. Fuck reputation. I was called many names yet I couldn't care less about what others would say. Becoz again, I was happy.

But something just didn't feel quite right... My happiness was somewhat empty... I was incomplete...

So now, ym trying to change. Hoping that this time I can rectify my mistakes. I can't help but feel I have sinned against myself. So I'm using my head now just to earn some sense of self-worth again. But I feel like hell. Damn, I am unhappy. I feel like ym turning into a frigid bitch. But at least I'm not a stupid fool anymore. At least I can say ym being smart. At least I can't be played anymore. Ym taking time making my decisions (used to see this as wasting time). Maybe I can be learn to be happy being this way. I dunno...

My thoughts don't make sense anymore. I feel more confused than ever. Heart over head, head over heart? Happiness or righteousness? A little bit of both? How's that? What about "the best of both worlds"? Can't I really have it all? ARRRRGHHHH! My head's aching again.

MeD sChOoL...

Malapit na start mnd med school. I have successfully enrolled na. Kulang na lang id and physical examination. When will I find the time kaya? Shit naman o. Hassle. Eto pa ang super kainis. Lahat sila classmates sa section B - tin, ej, garet, even shok (buti n lang). And ako po ay mag isa sa section A. Dapat ksama ko si Candy but she decided not to go to med school yet this year. I heard that i'll be with the biggest nerds ever from BS-Bio La Salle. Shit. Ngayon ko lang nare realize how lonely this could be. Ayoko pa naman ng environment sa UE (again, i don't mean to be a brat. papaka totoo lang) Sana yl find new friends. As in parang sila Ainj, Kit, Lover, Claro, Gary, Tin, May and the rest of the block. Pucha otherwise, loser tlga ko. Tapos baka uwian pa ko ksi ang arte ko sa dorm. Inis tlga. Naiisip ko rin, grabe this is the first time na maghihiwalay kami ni Taba. We've been together everyday since we got together (almost 3 years ago). Now nga na it's no longer the 2 of us magksma pa rin kami everyday becoz of work. We have the same sched, we're on the same team... Almost pareho rest days.. We go out pa rin. Shit, I haven't realized how alone i am going to be sa med school til now. Gosh. Papaka nerd na nga lang ako for my own future. Good luck na lang sakin. Loser na kung Loser basta yl do good no matter what. (there'e that feeling again. that feeling na ur excited to start anew, na nde ka na magloloko, magka cut classes, ggmik on weekdays, etc. that kind of feeling. sana mag last forever til matapos ko med. hehehe. i doubt it though. i'll do my best.)

06/01/2004

It's a new month! It's such a wonder how i was able to survive the last one alive. Tagal na since my last post. So what happened?
Last Sat, we went to Lola Kit's mom's bday sa Malabon. And we took a cab going there. Imagine, Malabon yun ah! But it's not so far naman pala. Yung binayaran namin sa cab is juz the same pag pumupunta kami sa Libis. Worth it naman ang pagod coz miss ko na tlga sila and nag pig out na naman kami ni ainj. Si EJ nde nakasama and they all missed him. The main topic was of course me and my love life. Jolly, Micky, EJ and I... the love triangle on my end, and on Micky's end. Ayoko na magkwento. Sawa na ko. Gusto ko na lang matapos at maubos na san lahat ng residue (hehe) na iniwan ni Micky. Though he left me some good memories, mas madami pa rin ang trash (the lies, the broken promises) na naiwan. Sana he took his basura n lang with him. After the dinner, we went home na (Ainj's unit sa Torre, the official drug house - that's just what we call it). Pero we still wanted to go out. It was already 1 a.m. so too late to go to Libis. We, me, gary, ainj, went to Malate instead. Si Claro and his new love, Baby Bry, were left sa condo, syempre they wanna be alone d b? And kaming mga konsintidora friends ay super bait ;p Kaya pala ang Claro ay nagyayaya pumartee. hehehe. SO we went around Malate first, but finally settled sa Decades. Drank a little, danced a little... si ainj ayaw sumayaw so kami 2 lng ni garet. Kadiri nga eh, nka strike 3 ako sa mga ugly guys. Heller?!?! Nagsisigaw tlga ko don ng yuck!!! At lumabas na naman ang pagkalaitera ko. Meron don dugong na lakas ng loob ha? 3 beses lumapit, tinataguan ko na nga eh. Palagi na lang gn2. As in I never fail in attracting yung mga tlgang mukhang ewan. And just like wat gary says parati... "Hindi ako mashadong maganda, pero wala akong magagawa, panget ka tlga!!!" I guess ok na din to kaysa naman malapitan na naman ako ng gwapo like Micky at masira na naman ang ulo ko. Or better yet Lord, sana wala n lang lumapit. Let me just dance in peace. hehehe. Eto lang masasabi ko, wala ng cute sa Malate at sa Makati (unless type nyo mga foreigners, mga bading at mga conyong hs) kaya sa Libis na lang. (nag plug p!) SO next week, dun na ulit kami ni Gary!
Sunday morning, Ej arrived to pick me up pero we decided to stay for a while kasi inaantok p ko. Tabi kami matulog, just like old times. Sarap nya pa rin hug. :) Pero in the middle of my sleep, bigla na lang ako nagising and I couldn't breathe again. There was that ever familiar pain in my chest again. I can feel my heart getting weaker every second hanggang hindi ko na kaya. Napaiyak n naman ako. For no apparent reason. Basta masakit yung heart ko. Ever since the Micky incident, gn2 n lang ako parati. It's been two weeks na. The 1st week, everytime nagigising ako ganon. 2nd week nde na mshado pero that time, it seemed like it was more painful than ever. May flashbacks, may memories. Shit! Ayoko na maalala. Buti na lng EJ was there. His hug never fails to comfort me. Siguro if wla sha sa tabi ko or if i was alone at that time, mag break down na naman ako. So nakatulog ako kakaiyak. When I woke up, we decided to have lunch somewhere then uwi na.
Sunday night, we -me, gary, ej- went to the casino. Si Garet ayaw papasukin sa Casino Filipino sa NAIA eh mas matanda pa sakin un eh! hehehe. Siguro it was with the clothes. Mukha ata akong respectable that night. hehehe. But most say I look 17 actually. Anyway, bwiset at natalo lang kami ng 2000! Malas. Tang inang super 6 yan! Bawi kami next time. Kelangan mag ipon pang big fish ds june 12! We ate na lang sa Chow King -take note- dahil wala na kaming pera. After non, we went home na. That was around 4. That's still a bit too early for me and gary to sleep at na tripan namin pumatol sa ever ka cheapan na chatroom sa tv. hehehe. yuck tlga! ang jologs ng mga tao. pero ang fun mang uto h? hehehe. kung ano2x send namin na message... like "what's up for you? or for me? r u? or are me?". laugh trip tlga! hahaha. 7 a.m. na kami nakatulog tuloy and then 30 mins after wake up time na coz i have to enroll sa UE.
Pagdating sa UE, hangin n lang ang laman ng utak ko. I couldn't even walk straight. To think na may pasok ako dat night sa work. Sa totoo lang... ang panget sa UE! I don't mean to be a brat ha? pero swear. i guess sanayan lang. Ganda kasi ng DLSU eh. Shit, kaka miss that school. Maganda class rooms and all, malinis cr (may liquid soap!). hehehe. I tried looking for a dorm pero parang ayoko na mag dorm. I was hoping na meron sana something like Burgz. Pero wala eh. Dami pa rules like no visitors... ayoko nga. Ang scary pa ng rooms. Baka mag uwian na lang ako. D ko alam if kayanin ng sexy body ko. Baka lalo ako sumexy. hehehe. (Dream on acey...) Bahala na. After non, we went to ghills. Le ching and Shopping! nabuhayan ako bigla! dami stuff that i wanna buy pero nagtitipid ako for my gym (fuck). Pero ok lang, next time i know na what to buy. Tpos ym gonna get a new phone! Pag may time balik ako agad. Then after ghills, we dropped gary off sa g4 and at the same time picked up ej's sis and mom. Based on my tsismosa powers, my pig's going to get a new car (a new 2nd hand car, Rav4 ata or Galant V6. hehehe) He refuses to sell his car kasi madami na daw memories yun. so for sentimental purposes, magtyatyaga sya. Sabagay, a lot nga naman happened in that car. ;p And just before my shift, I conviniently blacked out on my bed. Hindi ko na kaya pumasok. So i called in sick at absent na naman po ako. Shit wrong move. Sana tiniis ko na lang na bangag2x ako sa work. I woke up around 11 at as usual natanga na naman ako. I hate being alone. Nakaka timang. I called gary para nde na ko mag isip. Apparently, she saw Micky sa G4. Kinakamusta daw sha and of course pati ako. Ayoko na mag comment. Ouch. Ayoko na maisip pero naisip ko pa rin... What kaya suot nya? ano na kaya tsura nya? SHHHIIITTT!!! Tama na. it's over acey. SI garet ever supportive at medyo nabawasan ang katangahan ko bcoz of her. Sana pwede kausap ko n lang sha d whole night para manglait, mang trip but i don't wanna keep her up ksi d pa raw sha sleep.
So there' that's what happened in the last few days.
As for today, went to G4 to buy contacts and we bought yummy bread from Bread Talk. Tpos i went to that fucking gym to waste more money. P4200 nawala sakin! may utang pa ko kay taba! pano na shopping ko?!?!!? LEChhhh!!! Speaking of shopping, next items on my list are CMG shoes, school bag, watch from Ghills (P500 lang!), more school stuff and topshop stuff! Again, dream on Acey. hehehe. I have to learn how to save money. Restrain, restrain, restrain!!!
SO un, I survived another day. A good day for work 2day. Nesting ng mga newbies so madami naka avail. That means less calls for all of us! yahoo!!! :)

ThiS SHOULD Be mY sOnG! (but it's not)

SOBER
by: Jeniffer Paige

Girl meets boy, and Girl goes crazy
Boy backs away, She gets her heart broken
No words are spoken
Boy comes back and acts
As if everything is cool
Soon she's got him back upon a pedestal
She only sees what she wants to see
Love is blind, love is so misleading

Chorus:
I see the light, ohh what a light
And I am sober
All that you served to me
No longer will I drink it in
I took the time to think it over
I see the you that I never knew
Now it's finally sinking in
I am sober

Girl wakes up and smells the coffee one day
Realizes she's on her own again
All alone again
Boy takes every opportunity
To play on every insecurity
Get her back on track
She's in a daze, back in the fire
But will she cave into her old desires

HeRe We gO AgAiN...

I've been thinking about him n naman... i'm wondering, how can i miss that person even after everything? He doesn't deserve to be missed. Bakit ganito? Akala ko ok na ko. I have managed to put up a strong front after the so-called-break-up juz so i won't feel the total amount of pain. Pero now, my heart's starting to let down its guard. NDE PWEDE TO!!! I can't afford to have my heart and my head on the line again. Paulit-ulit na lang. Nagsasawa na ko!!! And what about him??? Sya na nga ang manloloko, sha pa ang masaya! Lord, wer's the justice in that? Whatever happened to karma? May exceptions ba? Sa lahat naman ng magiging exempted sha pa. Y nde na lang ako LORD?

:(

You promised me the world, but you gave me nothing. I promised you nothing, but gave you the world... :(

ThOuGhTs...

Lately i don't think about him anymore (not as often). And when I do think about him, I can't help but miss him, pero wala na yung feeling of pain, etc. I guess i'm slowly moving on na. Syempre masakit pa rin. Pero i'm actually opening myself up for the idea of friendship. Syempre not right away... not yet, not now... Delikado pa heart ko eh. It would take time. yl get there eventually. But as for now, yl keep myself busy na lang with work, and my upcoming med studies. Syempre party on weekends. wat a life. :)

AnG pAg-Ibig NgA NaMaN...

Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin.

Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw. Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero
naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit
magmahal. Pero okey lang. Leche, ano ba talaga?!

May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang.

Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina. Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang pakialam,
nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang malulungkot, sumasaya. Ang matitigas, lumalambot. (At tumitigas din ang mga bagay na madalas nama'y malambot.)

Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman.

Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo? Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa
namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama?

Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!"

At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto. Hayop talaga.

Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko.
Pero wala pa rin akong alam. Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline.

Nakakatawa no?
Nakakaiyak.

It MuSt HaVe bEeN LoVe... but it's over now.

Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, in this air of silence
In the bedroom and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away

It must have been love but it’s over now
It must have been good but I lost it somehow
It must have been love but it’s over now
From the moment we touched ‘til the time had run out

Make-believing we’re together
That I’m sheltered by your heart
In and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it’s a hard winter's day
I dream away

It must have been love but it’s over now
It was all that I wanted now I’m living without
It must have been love but it’s over now
It’s where the water flows
It’s where the wind blows

It must have been love but it’s over now
It must have been good but I lost it somehow
It must have been love but it’s over now
From the moment we touched ‘til the time had run out

It must have been love but it’s over now
It was all that I wanted now I’m living without
It must have been love but it’s over now
It’s where the water flows
It’s where the wind blows

ThE TrEe, ThE LeAf, ThE WiNd

***Tree***

People call me "Tree". I had dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dared to go after. She didnt have a pretty face, or good figure, nor an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary gal. liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was because I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her. I felt that if she were my gal, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3 years.

She watched me chase other gals, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years. She was a good actress and me a demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I didn't want to know what caused her to cry.

Later that day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start
off the quarrel. But I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she didn't know deep down inside I was hurt too.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my break up. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting together. I knew who the guy was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I didnt show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who didnt acknowledge her presence? During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay......"


***Leaf***

People call me Leaf. During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should
have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months.
When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another gal.
I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one sided love. If he didnt like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits.
But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him.
Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him.
Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years. At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to
stay. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay......


***Wind***

Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes.
Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my seniors colding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left.
The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away. It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree. I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to
me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend.
I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" she replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay ......

I hope one day, just like in the story, my wind would blow me away from my rotting tree as well. :)

My WkEnd

A lot happened actually. I've been thinking less, doing a lot (of drinking. hehehe). I went out 2 straight nights with EJ and his friends (yes, that's correct). I never thought I'd have as much fun as I had. Sobra laugh trip (even w/o smokes). Hahaha. Reminiscing (mostly about Tads), making lait, gaguhan, asaran, hiritan (harap-harapan). I never knew how much I've missed being in a group like this. After EJ and I became an item, we sort of detached ourselves with the world. Lalo na when I dated Micky (you and me against the world), autistic n tlga. I remember the hirit of Matthew last night, you will always go back to your roots no matter how sweet the fruit is. So Ej's the tree, they are the roots and I am the sweet fruit. hahaha. At least finally, we're all in speaking terms na. Maybe because they know that EJ and I are just friends and that I'm not the MH (malaking hadlang) to their barkada.
So Sat night, we spent it drinking at Matoy's (with Garet, EJ, Rix, Tads, Erick). We provided the food and drinks (sarap pla coke rhum and the best ang breads from bread talk!), sila na bahala sa entertainment. I was really quiet lang at first. Wala ako sa mood actually, dahil it was raining, tapos on top of my head was Micky pa (it was his bday). Pero after 2 beers and a few shots, humahalakhak na ko. kakahiya. And garet was worse. Sha po ay super bangenge. I've never seen her get that drunk before at gusto na nya tumalon sa pool, (re-enactment of Marky's party) top and pants stripped off. hahaha! Kaya lang there was lightning and though i was drunk, i was aware enough that water is in fact a conductor of electricity. though her jumping would make the night super memorable, i wouldn't want her fried naman noh. So all in all, fun naman. And I was actually looking forward to the next drink2x session not knowing that the day after...
SO sunday night. ME, EJ, garet. Our original plan was to watch movie lang sa town. but then we we're so bagal so we weren't able to catch the last full show. Next plan was to eat at TJ's I(mandarin chicken my fave!!!), but then because of our kabagalan again, closed na wen we got there. All of us still have hang-overs so ayaw namin uminom (yeah right). We didn't wanna go home naman so we called Rix n lang. Wala din sha ginagawa (we're all kaladkarin, btw. anytime, anywer. provided we have enough money to buy drinks and cigs and food and gas), so we headed to Grilla Kalayaan. Pig out lang kami ni garet (cheese burger, fries, grilled chiz sandwich, more fries). Si ej and si rix had beer. They called naman Matthew. He can't go out daw but we can pass by and we can make inom there.
So next stop was Mandaluyong (oh yes! they're like a couple of blocks apart lang. damn it! so near yet so far...) ok naman kami ni matthew. i didn't have to restrain myself naman from my usual reaction na i wanna strangle his neck. hahaha. so everything went well. we had fun making tambay lang, coke rhum again, ghost stories, sound trip. We went home na rin around 3.
SO un lang. All good for me so far. Hindi ko na sha naiisip (nde na mashado). hehehe.
Sana there will be more of these (good times) with his friends in the future. I can see kasi how happy EJ is to have both me and his friends around him at the same time. Masaya na din ako don. Delikado lang kasi may friend shang babaero na type-an ako. well, wat can i say?!?!? pretty gurl to noh! hahaha!!!
Next week naman, we'll be spending time with my barkada. Birthday ng groovy mommy of lola kit. Can't wait na! Inuman na to! Ba may partee pa!!! jk.

It'S HiS BiRtHdAy

SO today is the day. 25 years ago, he was born. And he grew up to be the kind of man any girl would want to be with. JOKE! Dahil first of all, you're not a man, you're a wuss. And you, my prince, turn into a frog every midnight. hahaha! bitter!!!
Happy birthday Micky! And yes, I was the one who texted you mysteriously (d ko matiis...) at around 12 a.m. I think you have a clue. I am, after all, still the cutest person you know. ;p